I am tired of uttering "Im tired!"

YES! That is the statement of the week. I don't know how I reached that point. (Or am I?)I am tired of everything. Tired of thinking what's ahead of my day tomorrow. Tired of losing my self. Tired of feeling hopeless. Tired of hypocrisy. Of concealing. Of running. I am tired. And I don't know how to stop.

I NEED TO QUENCH.

I NEED SOMEONE TO PAMPER ME. (Do I?)

I NEED TO EXHAUST.

I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS LONELINESS. AND I REALLY NEED TO. BUT HOW?

Someday is a misused word already. I need it now. Right now.

Approved!

As part of the training that I am having in my practicum in WSO, they asked us (the interns) to do some conceptualization for the creative executions of the clients. So, I made three proposals for them. This is for the client Humamet, a drug for diabetes. I was blissful and fulfilled when they told me that they liked my two concepts and they approved it for client presentation. (But of course they would still edit the lay-out). so here it is...




These are Diabetes Advocacy ad for Humamet.

Bend and not Break

Try to understand there's an old mistake
that fools will make and,
I'm the king of them
pushing everything that's good away so,
Won't you hold me now?

I hate myself. I know I am getting so paranoid again. Why am I always like this? Why is it that every time I love somebody, always follows that I will lose them sooner or later. Yeah I know, I am not new in this position. I had this a lot of times before, but damn shit, I still don't know how to handle this. My feelings just kill me.

I had a conversation with TJ, his my virtual Bf. As in Bestfriend/Boyfriend. Yes, that's our relationship as far as I know. Am i presumptuous? Kinda. We have been in this kind or relationship for two years now. At first we were just text mates, them call mates, (we do everything virtually) and then chat mate. We never had the time to meet each other co'z every time his going to Manila (his living in Baguio), I am not available.

This past few weeks, I seldom heard from him, he even forgot to greet me on my birthday. I was so bothered because his not texting or calling or even going online. And then last two nights ago, he popped-up on my messenger. We started chatting, asking him what happened to him. I was so calm talking to him even though I am so disappointed to his reasons. Then, the inquiry that made me realized everything...

Workshop One

The week was finally over and this is my chance to really have a good night sleep. I am bit tired for the week that was since my routine was suddenly change a bit. I am now having my Internship in an advertising agency in Makati, it is called Workshop One, Integrated Marketing Communication. Fortunately, I did not have a hard time to enter in this agency since it was owned by the uncle of my friend. I was really happy that i got into this agency, i love the people and the place. Though it is a small agency, they still cater to known brands in the industry like BDO, San Miguel and Coca Cola.

So hows my first week there?

Its really FUN! I mean it. I am very lucky to have this company. I don't do a lot of things but I still learn from the people. I will be posting more stuffs which i will experience inside this agency but for now, i got one photo to show. *sleepy... zzzz...

The Start of the Chronicles

This would be the alpha of my long lost passion in writing. I had an aspiration to be a writer when i was a little younger, actually even when i am still in high school, i sometimes try to write stories or just anything for my angst to get out of my system. I was hesistant to make this blog site coz i am afraid that my wrting skill is not that sufficient enough to catch other people's attention to read my scriptures. But then again, i asked my self, is that the only reason for me to write or there would be a bigger and appropriate reason for me to make my blogs.And so it finally struck me the realization which gave me this will to start doing this.


I WILL WRITE BECAUSE I OUGHT TO. I NEED TO SHARE. FOR OTHERS. TO INSPIRE OR DESTRUCT. EITHER OR NEITHER.

So what is the rationale of my title? The chronicles of life and death. This is an album title of one of my fav band, good charlotte. And just like their songs in that album, my blog site will features everything which i had experienced in my life until the day i die.



CAUTION: I will be so brutally vulgar about my feelings. And i will write all the things which i want to say.